Shaky Ground 3
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Nolan beamed at them from across the table. “Whaddoya think? Movie night, every Friday. No parents, loads of snacks, it’ll be great.”
Katherine looked thoughtful. “And we vote on the movies? I don't want to watch any of your dumb B-movie cheese.”
Nolan leaned back in his chair. “You’ll come around. Buncha friends all snarking at a terrible movie? There’s magic to it. You’ll see. Ava, how ‘bout you, you in?”
Ava looked down at the latte she had been quietly nursing. She didn’t do anything on Fridays. She honestly didn’t do much during the week at all. A chance to get out from her room would be nice. “Yeah, okay.”
“Ev?” asked Nolan.
Everett was staring out the cafe’s window at the passing cars. He looked pensive. “I can make the next three weeks, I think,” he began, and Ava could see Nolan lean back in to listen a little closer. “But after that I'll be away for a bit, so.”
“Away doing what?” asked Katherine.
“Yeah, what could be more important than hangin’ with us?” Nolan added.
Everett’s eyes followed a large SUV as it trundled past. “I have to go stay with my mom for a few weeks, over the summer.”
A wince was shared among the table. Ava could hear the carefully leveled tone of his voice, and his tightly clenched fists. She spoke up. “Are you, um, ready for that, Everett?”
Everett’s shoulders slumped a bit. “No. I'm not.” His voice wavered, and his fists unclenched and then reclenched.
Nolan leaned over to pat his friend on the shoulder. “Hey, it’s not like you’re gonna be totally out of our lives while you’re out there, yaknow? You can always vent to us over text, no matter what she gets up to.”
There was a moment of silence, as Everett continued to stare out the window. Then he sighed and turned back to the table. “Yeah, you’re right. It just feels so alone up there. Knowing you guys are all still back here, and I'm trapped in that house, with her.”
Ava’s hands twisted under the table. She just didn’t know how to help him. She wished she could hold his hand, and reassure him, and make sure he knew he wasn’t alone no matter where he went. She wished she could go with him, to help him deal with his mother a little easier. She wished that she could say something, but friendship coiled around her.
Friendship held her jaw shut, because it knew that if you say too much you could lose it. Friendship kept her hands in her lap, because it knew you couldn’t just hold a friend’s hand like that. Friendship kept her sitting in the chair, watching as Katherine stood up and walked over to give Everett a hug.
And then friendship let her go and join the hug, because now that Katherine had done it it was okay. She could feel Nolan join in the hug, and feel the warm feeling of unity rush through her heart, and Everett said, “Thanks, you guys.” And then Nolan detached, and then Ava detached, and then Katherine detached.
Nolan clapped his hands together and said, “Alright, well, we’ll just have to make sure these movie nights are the best ones!”
Then the conversation drifted into unfamiliar waters for Ava. As much as she enjoyed listening to Nolan and Katherine talk about movies, she didn’t know much about them herself. She didn’t really enjoy a lot of movies, especially not alone. Especially in her room, in the dark. It felt melancholy, and she could never really enjoy it.
So as Everett joined in the little argument Nolan and Katherine were having about their nominations for the first movie, Ava sat back and just enjoyed the company. It was nice, meeting up like this. It was peaceful.
And then Nolan asked if Everett would support his nomination, and Everett shrugged, and Katherine demanded that he support her nomination, and he shrugged again. And then Nolan and Katherine were in front of her.
Katherine went first, cutting off Nolan’s words. “Ava, c’mon, you’re the tiebreaker. Don’t you want to see a heist movie? It's a really damn good one. Disgruntled office workers deciding to finally reach out and take what they want. They’re hilarious and awesome and they bumble through the heist together and it’s great.”
Nolan replied, half to Katherine and half to Ava. “You have no taste. That’s just some dumb action film. Trust me, Ava, my film is way dumber. Made by some insane madman who hired porn stars to act in his masterpiece. It's so self-indulgent you would not believe it."
Ava looked at Katherine, and then she looked at Nolan. Action felt stressful. It felt hectic. And even around her friends she didn't really want to go for it. Nolan’s film would be terrible and dumb and fake, but it would be comfortable.
“What’s the movie called?” she asked Nolan.
“The King of Spell Rock,” Nolan answered, sounding almost proud of the title.
“Let's watch that one.”
Nolan pumped his fist. Katherine dramatically put her head in her hands, and said, “Goddamn it. Well, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
There was a little more conversation after that, the sort of conversation that happens when everyone’s said everything they wanted to say and just talk so they don’t have to leave each other’s company. Most of their meetups ended that way. It was nice, honestly, that nobody wanted to part ways.
But they did, and Ava climbed the steps up to the L train, and she stood on the platform. And her mind went back to Everett, and to every angry text about her that Ava had received from him, and every frustrated conversation that he’d vented about her in, and she wished she could do more. She wished she could do something. Everett deserved happiness, he didn’t deserve his mom. Ava just wished she could be the one to give him happiness.
Ava’s hands twisted, and friendship draped itself across her shoulders, and she didn’t text Everett all the way home.
Katherine looked thoughtful. “And we vote on the movies? I don't want to watch any of your dumb B-movie cheese.”
Nolan leaned back in his chair. “You’ll come around. Buncha friends all snarking at a terrible movie? There’s magic to it. You’ll see. Ava, how ‘bout you, you in?”
Ava looked down at the latte she had been quietly nursing. She didn’t do anything on Fridays. She honestly didn’t do much during the week at all. A chance to get out from her room would be nice. “Yeah, okay.”
“Ev?” asked Nolan.
Everett was staring out the cafe’s window at the passing cars. He looked pensive. “I can make the next three weeks, I think,” he began, and Ava could see Nolan lean back in to listen a little closer. “But after that I'll be away for a bit, so.”
“Away doing what?” asked Katherine.
“Yeah, what could be more important than hangin’ with us?” Nolan added.
Everett’s eyes followed a large SUV as it trundled past. “I have to go stay with my mom for a few weeks, over the summer.”
A wince was shared among the table. Ava could hear the carefully leveled tone of his voice, and his tightly clenched fists. She spoke up. “Are you, um, ready for that, Everett?”
Everett’s shoulders slumped a bit. “No. I'm not.” His voice wavered, and his fists unclenched and then reclenched.
Nolan leaned over to pat his friend on the shoulder. “Hey, it’s not like you’re gonna be totally out of our lives while you’re out there, yaknow? You can always vent to us over text, no matter what she gets up to.”
There was a moment of silence, as Everett continued to stare out the window. Then he sighed and turned back to the table. “Yeah, you’re right. It just feels so alone up there. Knowing you guys are all still back here, and I'm trapped in that house, with her.”
Ava’s hands twisted under the table. She just didn’t know how to help him. She wished she could hold his hand, and reassure him, and make sure he knew he wasn’t alone no matter where he went. She wished she could go with him, to help him deal with his mother a little easier. She wished that she could say something, but friendship coiled around her.
Friendship held her jaw shut, because it knew that if you say too much you could lose it. Friendship kept her hands in her lap, because it knew you couldn’t just hold a friend’s hand like that. Friendship kept her sitting in the chair, watching as Katherine stood up and walked over to give Everett a hug.
And then friendship let her go and join the hug, because now that Katherine had done it it was okay. She could feel Nolan join in the hug, and feel the warm feeling of unity rush through her heart, and Everett said, “Thanks, you guys.” And then Nolan detached, and then Ava detached, and then Katherine detached.
Nolan clapped his hands together and said, “Alright, well, we’ll just have to make sure these movie nights are the best ones!”
Then the conversation drifted into unfamiliar waters for Ava. As much as she enjoyed listening to Nolan and Katherine talk about movies, she didn’t know much about them herself. She didn’t really enjoy a lot of movies, especially not alone. Especially in her room, in the dark. It felt melancholy, and she could never really enjoy it.
So as Everett joined in the little argument Nolan and Katherine were having about their nominations for the first movie, Ava sat back and just enjoyed the company. It was nice, meeting up like this. It was peaceful.
And then Nolan asked if Everett would support his nomination, and Everett shrugged, and Katherine demanded that he support her nomination, and he shrugged again. And then Nolan and Katherine were in front of her.
Katherine went first, cutting off Nolan’s words. “Ava, c’mon, you’re the tiebreaker. Don’t you want to see a heist movie? It's a really damn good one. Disgruntled office workers deciding to finally reach out and take what they want. They’re hilarious and awesome and they bumble through the heist together and it’s great.”
Nolan replied, half to Katherine and half to Ava. “You have no taste. That’s just some dumb action film. Trust me, Ava, my film is way dumber. Made by some insane madman who hired porn stars to act in his masterpiece. It's so self-indulgent you would not believe it."
Ava looked at Katherine, and then she looked at Nolan. Action felt stressful. It felt hectic. And even around her friends she didn't really want to go for it. Nolan’s film would be terrible and dumb and fake, but it would be comfortable.
“What’s the movie called?” she asked Nolan.
“The King of Spell Rock,” Nolan answered, sounding almost proud of the title.
“Let's watch that one.”
Nolan pumped his fist. Katherine dramatically put her head in her hands, and said, “Goddamn it. Well, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
There was a little more conversation after that, the sort of conversation that happens when everyone’s said everything they wanted to say and just talk so they don’t have to leave each other’s company. Most of their meetups ended that way. It was nice, honestly, that nobody wanted to part ways.
But they did, and Ava climbed the steps up to the L train, and she stood on the platform. And her mind went back to Everett, and to every angry text about her that Ava had received from him, and every frustrated conversation that he’d vented about her in, and she wished she could do more. She wished she could do something. Everett deserved happiness, he didn’t deserve his mom. Ava just wished she could be the one to give him happiness.
Ava’s hands twisted, and friendship draped itself across her shoulders, and she didn’t text Everett all the way home.